can i get aplication for ios without publishing to app store? if yes how?
I’m not quite sure about what you are asking, if it’s about sharing your app without publishing you can send the IPA / APK to anyone. If this is for testing purpose, you can use TestFlight which is part of App Store but allows you to pick who can test the application. Similarly you have closed Alpha / Beta Testing in Google Play. Or there are even third parties like https://hockeyapp.net / http://installrapp.com
If you have the right distribution certificate and provisional profile configured (You need a paid apple developer account to do that), the tns release command should prepare the IPA for you.